Hate this part.

I keep in myself for what i felt. I confused of myself. I feel in love with 'you' and i afraid to lose you.

I am wondering about myself and what i feel and why i act this way. Am i that stupid? Or am i just wasting my time just be with someone like you?

This heart. Very fragile and easily hurt. The pain inside is killing me. 

and i hate myself for wanting you.