jealousy

It's funny how sometimes people feel differently when theyre with another person. Yes, it is true that when you like someone, you have a different feeling from what you normally would feel. I hate feeling this way and not being able to do something about it!

Anyway, back to my original point, my best friends, occasionally get jealous, well, they don't always get jealous, and they know that they shouldn't be, but these sort of feelings can't be controlled, they know that they themselves should keep an open mind about it. Whether it's their boyfriends or girlfriends not calling them back, or their boyfriends/girlfriends letting them party, or their boyfriends/girlfriends missing an appointment and hanging out with their friends because of it.

They all get jealous or annoyed by these things but they know that they shouldn't fuss about these little things. I feel this sometimes, the little irritated feeling or jealous feeling inside. However, it's normal, and like my best friends I shut it down at the deepest part of my gut and suck it up. Because I know it's nothing bad, it's just a small matter and it's the other person's own life, not mine.

We all try to do the best we can. Though 'love' is so complicated. I am still young. And my heart is still growing! We live and we learn!

Ngee~Ngeee :)